Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-6986530-20161010015542/@comment-24317998-20161012055511

I will say, before anything else, that I admit that I was a little upset at what you said, because I did misinterpret it, so I'm sorry if I might have come off as prickly with my response. I mean I am still a little confused, as all that I promised to change after becoming an admin was how much I talk to people, as nothing else is much of an issue, but maybe I'm still not seeing it, and for that I apologize. The only reason I haven't been more active is because I was under the impression that I would have to be told to do something for some reason until just recently, rather than offering to do it (something that I should have realized right away wasn't the case and I can't figure out why I didn't, and I can assure you I haven't stopped regretting not seeing it since I found out, although I can promise that I have had plans for probably about two or so weeks now to do something (or at least bring it up in a new thread for it to be discussed first), but I've been purposefully waiting on this because I haven't wanted to distract from these more pressing threads because it would need to be discussed first). If it wasn't for that, I can guarantee that I would have been doing as much as possible, as I'm usually on almost all the time, and literally nothing would please me more than being of use here.

As far as proving myself, I absolutely welcome any and all attempts to talk to me and would be more than delighted to prove myself to anyone that might have any doubts, and I'd gladly accept judgement then. I just tend to not throw myself out because it always feels really awkward for me to just try to talk to someone without having something that needs to get done. If I might say though, there's quite a few people that I've been wanting to talk to, just casually, but I've never really known what to say.

And of course, I will forgive you, although there isn't any reason that you need to apologize for me misinterpreting something. Actually, I should probably be the one apologizing to you, for getting upset over it, when that wasn't what you meant. Regardless, though, I don't hold any resentment or anger or anything over this, and I would hope that anyone that doubts me would allow me to prove myself to them BEFORE the co-admins are decided, rather than after.